Baby

Why does a baby a life should have many problem going.
izzit a couple do wrong thing before.
baby life at this world don't have father is very.
just have mother beside at the baby.
well..........
i also can't to do what with them.
i really can't accept the problem is coming out when give our people supprise.
really can't to accept,really can't..............
i lost control and cry about that time.
baby is ''无孤的'' we just need to know why have this problem already have 1 year.
why you don't wan't to say with we all.
now we just scare the baby next time is very hard to stand up to face.
you at we all my mine is the best,is a good mother.
Hope you all every body next time wan't to SEX just thinking after that will how.
this is not a kidding things.
now we just can see how you to walk this 1 steap.
WE ARE SUPPORT IN THE END.
must carry up this hard problem.
YOU ARE THE BEST..........

new work.

tomorrow i going to new job.
at jalan raja chulan.(i think is like that spell)
work as he personal loun.(i think is like that spell also)
i scare i do worng thing at there,but is just to calling people only.
maybe this new job can help me anything to learn it.
hope so din do wrong anything at there.
this is my first time to come out work at outside by self.
before i'm at work with my dad,as aliuminium(know it)
at there ardy got 1 year 4month.
so this time i'm trying to come out and learn more thing.
ok la...is time to sleep.
good nite.....

cry on my shoulder

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you"re feeling blue
If you"re away from love and you"re alone
If you call your friends and nobody"s home
You can run away but you can"t hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there"s a destiny
The best things in life
They"re free
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you"re feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There"s a place in heaven where we"ll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I"ll never hide
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you"re feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you"re feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do

雨

今天一起身就下了很大的雨，我还想起来了去做好东西就要出去的。
但给这场雨弄到没的出了。
没想到，下到现在还在下叻。已经12.12am 了。
所以今天那里都没的好去。
只是去外婆家弄照片，顺便看表姐的刚出世不久的儿子。还蛮cute的。
下雨真的哪里都不用去。都不懂搞什么，最近一直下雨。闷
也蛮惨的我，伤风已经3天了还没好，吃了药也不好，我都不懂怎样好。help.
现在都是去睡觉好点，头又来痛了。
晚安咯。


拜~~~

心情大变....

现在的心情很down......
想了两天，都不懂是我自己错还是.....haiz.........
也许你真的对我已经死心了。而我都没话好说。
我都不懂，为什么我说要去找你时，你一定很快的就说了出口(不要)
难道这样我自己还不明白吗。
你不想看到我，为何你不直接说出来呢。
想了两天，都不懂自己想了什么垃圾出来。
我只会说一句，我很烦！！
有事我在想，要怎么样和你好会。
但，每次打给你时，你的语气一定不一样。
所以才弄到我没什么东西和你讲。
我很希望你在这里看了过后你会明白。
我永远都是那么爱你陈美儿。
还有我在工作已经很累了，希望你不会怪我那么少时间陪你。
最终你要的决定是怎样，我都尊重你。
晚安。

ANTI SMOKING

i'm nit to anti smoke,but i don't know i was i can do it or not.
i smoke already have 6 year.
but this time i anti smoke,just cause a people.
i'm anti smoke not bout my family n anything.
because of you.
i remember i say wan to anti smoke already got many year.
but i can't do it.i really can't control myself at that time.
however i doing what also can't stop it.
why should i like that.
i hope this time i'm really can do it.
because of you i was anti smoke.
cause i like you.

刻...

在这个时候我是不是要做出选择。
但是我没有那个勇气去和你说。
其实我自己都不懂自己在想什么。
即然自己都走了那么远的路为和不该好好的继续走呢（我都不懂）。
最近你真的对我很冷淡。我都不懂要说什么。
或虚我们真的变了。为何我们不可以好好的坐下来身和平静的谈呢(应该没的说)。
我要说的都说完了。
拜拜。
晚安。